with a journal that i have submitted so i don't have to look at the same one for three months! I've been procrastinating, playing final fantasy xii and watching the tube instead of doing summer work, and i hav'nt drawn in a few weeks XD and my date ended in heartbreak- i told the poor bloke i wasnt into him i figured if you have a mutual connection with someone, you should be chatting each others ears off AND snogging like crazy! alas, i felt like the only one talking, and we were making out and stuff ( mainly by his coaxing) but i didnt get aroused ONCE!!! sad, he was a nice guy, but it cant be helped if theres no connection. Thats how dating goes, i guess?

i cant wait for your teaparty raquel!!! i got an outfit just for it... and im shaving



dont get any ideas, i meant my facial hair